Thursday

Been kinda quiet today. I guess I am coming down from my "high" of being with Master. I did a little shopping, made chili and homemade bread. Then I deep fried some corn tortilla strips to go with the chili.

I also talked to Heidi today. She is still having trouble with her hubby.... what an ass. I am so afraid that he is going to hurt her. She needs to get out.

I find myself wondering around the house sort of in a daze. I have edged twice today. Thats all very pleasurable but when I get to the point that I want to cum, I just cant. I have no idea why, I mean I get right THERE and then NOTHING. Worries me a little, I have never NOT been able to cum.

The weekend

amazing

bliss

cold

dazzling

edging

fucking

going down

harness

Ice

jagged

kaya (her name was mentioned)

love

masturbation

naughty

opened cunt

pleasure

quiet

rope

submission

tied up

uncontrollable

vagina

wet

x-rated for sure

yearning (for more)

zippers...... maybe next time

I love you Master

In TWO DAYS

we will be together

i will be on my knees

i will be bound with your rope

i will be kissed with your flogger

i will submit my body to you for your use

i will submit my whole self to you; mind, heart, body and soul

You will be towering over me

You will be fastening me in a way that you can use me properly

You will pour yourself into bringing me pain with your flogger

You will dominate me in every way there is to dominate a dirty wet slut

And i will float away into a sea of sensation

i love you Master